The time is NOW!

So mid-terms are this week but I finished them all last week :) haha SWEET!
On Tuesday I had a practical mid-term where I did a taper haircut on my dad :) and I got a 95 on it but because I have been there on time everyday I will get an automatic 100 :) SWEET!!!
Friday I had my final in Salon Success which went AWESOME! Did real good on it :) Like 80
Today and Tuesday is my written take home final in theory but because I have been there everyday on time i don't have to take it :) being at school everyday really pays off :)
Then in 2 weeks I move over to Cosmetology :) I am so excited!!!!

I had to share this :) Thank you Ashley Shippen!!!

I know my last post was really well depressing. Believe me it's not over...But my good friend sent me this WONDERFUL email that really was an answer to my prayers... I know it's a lot but read it...it all took my breath away...

Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. I say, fall head over heels. Find someone you can love like crazy and who will love you the same way back. How do you find him? Well, you forget your head, and you listen to your heart. And I'm not hearing any heart. Cause the truth is, honey, there's no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love, well, you haven't lived a life at all. But you have to try, cause if you haven't tried, you haven't lived. -meet Joe black


"FEARLESS" is not the absence of fear. It's not being completely unafraid. To me, FEARLESS is having fears. FEARLESS is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, FEARLESS is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. FEARLESS is falling madly in love again, even though you've been hurt before. FEARLESS is walking into you freshman year of high school at fifteen. FEARLESS is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again...even though every time you've tried before, you've lost. It's FEARLESS to have faith that someday things will change. FEARLESS is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can't breathe without them. I think it's FEARLESS to fall for your best friend, even though he's in love with someone else. And when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they'll never stop doing, I think it's FEARLESS to stop believing them. It's FEARLESS to say "you're NOT sorry", and walk away. I think loving someone despite what people think is FEARLESS. I think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is FEARLESS. Letting go is FEARLESS. Then, moving on and being alright...That's FEARLESS too. But no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after."

-T.S

this one is my favorites :)

Everyone longs to give themselves to someone-- to have a deep soul relationship with another-- to be loved thoroughly and exclusively. But , God says, "No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled, and content with being loved by Me alone-- with giving yourself totally and unreservedly to Me". I love you, my child. And until you discover that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found, you will not be capable of the perfect human relationship I have planned for you. You will never be united with another until you are united with Me-- exclusive of anyone or anything else, exclusive of any other desires or longings. I want you to stop planning, stop wishing and allow Me to give you the most thrilling plan existing-- a plan you cannot imagine. I want you to have the best. Please allow Me to bring it to you. You just keep watching Me, expecting the greatest things-- keep experiencing the satisfaction that I am. Keep listening and learning the things I tell you. You just wait. That's all. Don't be anxious. Don't worry. Don't look at the things others have gotten or I have given them. Don't look at the things you want. You just keep looking off and away up to Me, or you'll miss what I want to show you.

Then, when you are ready, I'll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than any you would even dream of. You see, until you are ready, and until the one I have for you is ready at the same time-- until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me and the life I have prepared for you-- you won't be able to experience the love exemplified in you relationship with Me, and is thus, perfect love.

And dear one, I want you to have this most wonderful love. I want you to see in the flesh a picture of your relationship with Me and to enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting union of beauty, perfection, and love I offer you with, Myself. Know that I love you utterly. I am God. Believe it, and be satisfied." -Author Unknown

Life suck much?

I haven't posted for a while :( I have a DANG good reason why...
My life was flipped upside down a week a go today. Worst day of my life. Right in the middle of Mid-terms and a job/promotion interview.
I honestly didn't see it coming. Seriously it hit me like a TON of bricks.
I can't say that I am happy about it. In fact it will take A LOT of time to figure this one out.
If you didn't know I broke up with my boyfriend of 2 1/2 years. I loved him, still do. I don't think that I can ever stop loving him. I just need to learn to love him in a different way.
It's crazy isn't it? How fast life can change...2 weeks ago if you asked me what our future was I would say we were going to get married. Now...I feel lost. Like I'm not sure what is going on. I feel like I'm floating with no real purpose now...
Now's the time I need to find a purpose. I don't want to. It's going to be SUPER hard too.
I've tried to find a good thing in this...but I really can't. I know it's only been a week since all this crap happened but I am impatient and I don't want to go through all this.
I want to be happy and not have to go through any kind of...grieving process? is that what it would be called?
I have had my heart broken before but this is nothing compared to that. Imagine the one person or thing you love more then anything taken away in a instant and you never able to be with them. That bit of sorrow you feel doesn't compare. So that is what has been going on. Sorry to depress you but it's my blog. I'm going to be depressing if I want to.

Mid-terms :/

Midterms are coming up FAST! WOW I have been on the lab floor for almost HALF a semester! CRAZY! Time flies when your having fun...???
this homework is what I'm working on at the moment for 1 class... Salon Success

don't worry I just have to write about 2 pages per hand out by 2/25/11...Late start I know but I'm a procrastinator...

At least I started now instead of next week...right?

I also have a few other papers do around the same time for Theory class....Geeze teach just cake it on! it's not like I have a full time job, and Boyfriend, and a life...nope I'm ready for more!!! Pray for me folks :( I hope I can get it all done!!!

Bump it's

I don't know about you all but I think that Bump it's are HILARIOUS!!!! The first time i saw the commercial I about died laughing!!! Before I go any further I want to apologize if you use bumps and I say something that upsets you. Noting personal but I prefer the natural look better...but it's my blog. I'm going to state my opinion. Like it or leave it.
I don't know about you all but bump it's make it look like she has another head growing on the crown of your head...am I right? I say tease your hair, give it a little volume, I'm all for that. But if you are going to wear a bump it make sure that you put on your WIDE LOAD sign so I don't run into your 2nd head!
One girl at school today told me the BEST story about bump its :)
She was at a basketball game with some friends when she noticed a girl in front of her that had her hair in a ponytail. Well when she REALLY looked at the girl she had a bump it in her hair but her pony tail was slicked (yes dancers/drill team girls like a compitions) back with GEL so the bump it spikes on top were poking through her hair!!!!! hahahahahahaha AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!! Have any funny stories about bump it's?


I think my halloween costume will be this....

A bump it and ...

:) what do you think?

Bleach Burns YIKES!!!

Do any of you bleach hair or have your hair bleached?
BLEACH BURNS! YIKES!
Have you ever had one or seen one? Dude! They look like they kill!
One of my friends from Barbering had a weave done on the top portion of her head and a darker color on the bottom portion, this was on Thursday.
Well Monday she was doing her hair and complaining about how her head itched really bad. That's all she really said about it. I had a feeling it hurt more then she let on...
Well today she had another friend round brush her hair and they noticed that her scalp was really red and it had a TON of dry skin!! I mean a TON!!
Our instructor came over to check it and said that it looked like a bleach burn. She said that the best way to stop the itching and put some moisture back into her scalp would be a scalp treatment.
A scalp treatment is a really simple process and it really nice because someone massages your head for about 15 mins :) I had one :) to DIE for
Any ways....
The instructor says what may have caused it was that the bleach got onto the scalp by putting the bleach and hair in foil and putting it under the dryer.
I've heard of others having bleach on the hair, in foil, under the dryer who were just fine.
I think that it was the girls that were doing her hair...they were working fast ans sloppy.

Moral of the story is not to be afraid of bleach...Just to make sure whoever is doing your hair is REALLY good :( and bleach burns KILL!